Fuck !!!

I guess my parents saw something already and they know the truth .

Baby , where are you ? I can't even contact you and i wish to tell you what happen right now . I'm so fucking worried . What should i do right now ?

Feel so lonely right now. Suppose to do my assignment but i have no mood to do my assignment. I wish you're beside me. I don't want to be alone and i miss you so much. I don't want to act tough at all. Baby, i miss you so much. Something happen and i couldn't tell anyone because i don't have any friend can share beside you. You're my best friend and lover. But now, i have nothing. Baby, please come back to me. BABY, I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCHHH !!!!

ps : I have to face it alone . This is the conclusion .

3days 2night Penang trip was really exhausted and a little bit bored

Finally , thank god I'm at my home right now . ^^

Had fun and take a lot of picture with my cameras .

After this trip, have to rush my assignment now. Our deadline is getting near. T.T

God Bless Me !

Assignment is killing us .

We still had fun while doing our assignment . Lol

We are cute , right ? ^^

Happy Moon Cake Festival

i want to play candle and lantern.

actually planning to celebrate with my college friend but

i can't make it . I have dinner with my family .

felt very sorry to them.

Anyway, i think you all will enjoy the night.

ps: just finised skype with baby boy. i miss you so much ~

终于把头发给染了

这次 染了深褐色

我很满意也很喜欢

感觉好像乖乖女。

Baby, i miss you so much ~ My heart is getting empty. I wish to see you right now. Where are you , baby ? Do you miss me ?

miss you so badly ~ wonder what are you doing now ?

I've spent my whole day with my baby boy . Eating dim sum at my place there around 10 something. " San fu sai " my baby boy have to wake up so early plus she just slept for 1 hour. Thank you so much. We ate a lot , full until having a baby again.

After that we ''chan'' to Pavilion to get our Pull and Bear's jacket and wanna take sticker photo at Sgw. Unfortunately, the Pull and Bear's jacket not really looks nice on us. So, we walk around to see what we can get. Passed by Snowflake and i wished to eat that with you. We have order our favourite. YUMMY and a bit sour (you complain). And you show me the Malaysian culture. You always make me laugh until wanna die or cry. We are busy writing and conteng on our love books. We ordered ''Sea amber jelly'' when we finished the first bowl.

Then, we back to my place and get my car. First time, we are racing on the road. It's cool~ we drove from my place to Puchong just 15minutes. We are ''che shen''. hahahahaaa. Parked my car then we planned to stop at IOI mall since my tutti fruit voucher haven use yet. But, the stupid worker said she dunno this and that la so i can't use that voucher. FUCK her 99! dulan lo... i wanna eat that with you geh but can't. So sad and disappointed. Then, we ''chan'' to Sunway since we dint go Sgw take sticker photo but the sticker photo machine was closed. Baby, i know you disappointed. Me too. Don't worry, we will take when you're back ya~

Time passed very fast. And I forgot to bring my lil handmade pillow so i gonna fly back to Cheras. I reached home at 5.30. Bathed and prepared to make sure all the thing i have take. Reached your house and saw all your things had prepared. I can't face the fact you have to leave me like this. Time is really running out, sent you off around 8pm. I'm the one who sent you to the air port. My heart is so pain. Your family are there too, so i tried so hard to control my emotion. I don't want to cry infront of them. I don't want you see me cry. I don't want you to worry about me. I never ever blame you ,baby. I know you have to go for continue your study. I know you will come back for me. Anyway, I trust you, baby. Baby, it's really heartbreaking when you're crying. Please, SMILE ... say cheeseee ! Enjoy your life in UK .

[ our turn ]

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[ yummy ]

Your dearest yeobo will wait for you.

ILY

p/s : i miss your smell. Miss everything of you.

不管你是谁，我问心无愧

1.39 am now.

2 more days, you going to UK . Im still doing my assignment here and you're sleeping right now .

baby, i miss you ~ the feeling is getting complicated and i really stress . I can't even meet you because i need to rush for my painter assignment . Deadline is wednesday. You leaving on thursday. The handmade pillow i haven pass to you. The cover of pillow i have done. Wish i have more time to finish it and pass it to you asap! I will finish it before you leave. Baby, ily .