Sometimes, you don't realize what you said is really hurt me . Yes, maybe you think that i have start the fight first. Ya, baby... I admit that i treat you cold but i don't know why i did that. Baby, do know you how much i miss you ? Do you know i miss you ? It's really hard for me to wait you for 9month. Everyday, I tell myself that you will come back for me soon. Only 9 month, I gonna see you. But, I think i haven face the fact you already leave me. You're in Leeds, United Kingdom now. So far away from Malaysia.

Yesterday, i pass by the dkl place that you used to wait me. My tears roll down. I wish to see your car at there and waiting for me to hang out. I know that is not possible at all. Few days ago, yam cha with lulu and bao at Gilly Cafe. This is our favourite cafe. Hmm ... as usual ,we sit at smoking area and i bought 1 box cigg. Smoke like a mad woman. I miss you so badly and i tried to hold back my tears. I remember that we always complain very cold at there. The night without you, I don't felt cold. Maybe lulu and bao felt i'm weird because they keep told me very cold. Baby, i miss the day we spent at Gilly Cafe. Miss the 'xie xie xie boom boom boom' . Miss everything we did in Gilly Cafe.

Baby, i miss you so much. Sorry i have hurt you. I not meant to said that. I think I want more attention from you and I think i miss you so much. I know you gonna give me up and think that im not that understanding or positive girlfriend. Never mind, no matter what happen i will support you. Ily, baby .